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Hello.♥ I'm Amanda.Ng (JiaYinggg) .
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This is where i blog my thoughts, your criticism isnt welcome here. I can be 101% friendly and 102% bad .
Accept who i am , i'm vulgar and get jealous easily. Emotions breakdown does occur for me now , it's swing everywhere .
I'm just a teenage girl (:
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Day 21 - Someone that you judged by your first impression .
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Day 23 - The last person you kissed .
Day 24 - The person that gave you your favourite memory .
Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times .
Day 26 - The last person you made pinky promise to .
Day 27 - The friendliest person that you knew for only one day .
Day 28 - Someone that change your life .
Day 29 - The person you wanted you tell everything to , but tooo afraid to .
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Yes , i'm back to rant every single crap about today again .Second day of dec , and i'm fucking pissed off once again .
So what the hell do you want from me uh ? Seriously , just tell me in my face .
Stop complaining stuffs and telling stuffs to daddy even though its was SO NOT TRUE .
Your make-up stories , i had enough , seriously , you didn't want to send me in to girls home , and yet now , you are making my life like some fucked up hell now .
Seriously , I HATE IT TO THE MAXIMUM .
Do you have any ideas ?! Do you ? Nope you don't , whatever you done for me , you thought that : " Oh , its was right i did this for you , oh , its was right i did that for you , so you must follow my words " blahblahblah and stuffs . Did you even ask what was my feelings and opinons about it ? Did you ?
Nope you didn't even bother to do that . And whatmore , you ruin my day once again . What the fuck you do want ? Whatever i do today , you weren't even fucking happy .
So , i just kept myself shut , i shut myself , i didn't even talk back to you or whatever fuck today , i thought , if i were to do this , you would be atleast happy .
But , i was so fucking wrong , once daddy came back from work , you went telling him tales about me IGNORING YOU THE WHOLE DAY TODAY .
What wrong have i done , to get myself into this fucking crapshit which its was none of my business from the beginning ?!
Seriously , I HAVE NO IDEA . I didn't talk back to you for one whole day , you told dad that i was ignoring you .
Okay , fine . I talk to you , you told dad that i was talking back . What the fuck shit logic is this ? You didn't even BOTHER to give me a chance to explain myself , and you jump into conclusion just like this .
Did you even spare a thought for me ? Did you ?! You didn't bother .
In your mind , i'm just an ah lian girl , who came home late , and do my own stuffs right after that , didn't giving you an explanation where i went etcs .
When i tried explaining on stuffs about returning home late , you didn't even bother to listen , and straight away you threaten me that you would call up ms mala and complain everything to her .
And so , you didn't know what happen next yeah ? I bet , no one in this family know what happen to me next , NO ONE PARTICULARLY , NO ONE .
Any idea , i cried myself to sleep , everytime after a fight with you and dad , i cried myself to sleep . Do you all have any ideas ? We been living under the same roof for 14years , 14 YEARS .
And yet , none of you , know the real me . Seriously , NONE OF YOU DOES .
You claim , you know me well . Okay , then what the real me ? I bet you don't even have an answer to this question .
And now what ? Repeating everything about yesterday once again . Yesterday was enough , ENOUGH IS ENOUGH . Any fucking idea , due to yesterday , i cried myself to sleep once again , to cause less pain for myself , do you guys have any ideas ?
Nope you all don't . You all guys just went to bed , didn't even care what i was doing , staying up late in the night .
And for today , things were going so fine , i thought , there's wouldn't be any quarrels with you today , any idea how happy am i in my heart , but yet , once i wake up , you started yelling at me . I bear through it , i didn't yell back at you , i thought , i didn't want a war .
And , yes , you calm down and went doing your stuffs . I was glad , but once again , you yell throughout during the noon , and till now , you have not stopped .
You gave me hell , enough is enough .
I wanted to cry out loud , but i couldn't , i don't know why , where was the me in primary school ? Where have the carefree girl been to ?
I wanted to change , change for everyone , change into a better person , so that you would once acknowledge me again , and i want you to say out loud , that you are proud to have a daughter like me .
But its seem like , its was only part of my dreams . You didn't even notice what i have been doing afterall .
Yes , you all might think , i'm naive , yes i am . I admit i am . You claim , you know me well blahblah , but the truth for me is , you KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME . Besides only my studies , what excatly have you known me ? Nothing much .
You only shown interest in my studies , nothing much basically .
You only put your heart and soul on concentrating on my studies , what about my interest ? My hobbies ? My friends ? You didn't ask much about them , just about my studies . That how you show love and care for your own daughter . Okay , fine .
Now , where were you when i needed you the most ? Where were you when i was falling down from obstacles ?
No one in this family were once there when i needed support and help . So , what the point of me staying in this family ?
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